Along Came An Angel

Every once in a while there comes a person into our lives who completes us. Who makes us feel perfect. Who makes us feel more alive then ever. Who makes us want to spend every moment of our life with them and every moment spent with them is cherished. Whose every thought puts a smile on our face.

I am lucky enough to have had experienced such a feeling once in such a short life of mine. I met this angel some years back. Before she came into my life I was happy in a different sort of way. My life was an antithesis to the saying "No Man is an Island". I was an Island, a rock and sand filled island. I didn't have anyone I could call as friends. I didn't have any romantic relations. I stayed aloof from my family also. In short I lived my life within myself only, interacting with others only if necessary.

Then one day like a storm she came into my life. Wrecking all the jails in which I had imprisoned emotions and setting them free to hunt me. I ran, as fast as I could but in front of those emotions it always looked like I was frozen in time and couldn't move. They caught me and imprisoned me. I tried to escape from this prison of emotions for a long time, every attempt ended in failure. Finally I had to give up and embrace them.

Now I was finally free of the prison but chained in relationships. I started seeing the world in a whole different colour. My Life became a lot more complicated than before. I started expecting things from people and people started expecting things from me. In a way I became what the world calls a "Normal Person" but deep inside me I still miss the the joy of loneliness, the freedom of being emotionally challenged, the freedom of no relationships and a lot simpler life.

I do not regret what happened neither do I resent my Angel for showing me this side of life. The problem with Angels is they dont stay with you. The world is too small a place for them.

Anyways, I have learnt one thing from this experience. I am happy being alone, I am happy being with people. Adios until next time.